Do you ever feel useless?

Hi guys this is a rant/vent. Just to warn you.

Do you eve feel as if you are enough? Like you don't try hard enough in your life and you're just here for nothing? Like no matter how hard you try, people still don't notice you and you still feel useless or dejected? I feel that sometimes, more than I normally should. If you feel this way, I know exactly how you feel. Sometimes I wish people would notice me or stop expecting so much out of me. Like seriously, the world is becoming more and more...sick everyday. People nowadays only focus on stupid perverted jokes, boys/girls, school drama crap. Okay maybe not the drama crap but you what I mean right? It's not a great feeling and I don't wanna have it every day. I say to myself "You matter, you're awesome"
Sometimes I just want a day to myself away from everyone. I want to make myself feel good everyday so I'll be happy.
Okay I'm done.